Wednesday, June 24, 2009

I don't know why

I don't know why
They think it's going to be a fight
When they don't even know the basics
Of good and bad wrong or right

When they don't even know
I'm going to take their life
When I'm going to open them up
A new body cavity with my knife

When I'm going to violently shove
Them down onto the ground
And pursue them to get an angle
Where I can repeatedly pound

Their face their neck their mouth
Their lips their cheeks their ears
Till they have paid the price
For deliberately setting off my fear

I'm going to break their arms if
They temporarily pass out
My sole objective will be destruction
Without hesitation without a doubt

It won't be to stop their intimidation
It won't be to stop their spreading lies
It won't be because their stupid won't stop
It will be to shove my fingers into their eyes


I hate mother fuckers who want to humiliate
The Hell out of others as a way to cope
Because they've wound themselves up to the point
That no attempt at communication is within their scope

I'm not going to let them put their hands on me
I don't need them on top of me to get a cllue
Because half the time they have no idea
What next their dumb ass is going to do

10:57 am
transcribed this time
1:32 pm
1:28 pm


He didn't want to listen

He didn't want to hear
What the other person had to say
You'd stand a better chance of
Making sense out of a Jackasses bray

He was ready to be insulted
At the drop of a hat
He knew what was what
And that was that

Somebody told him something
And that was enough for him
Didn't need to get your side
There was crap in his cap filled to the brim

Smart alec and a smart ass
Tryin to be the big bad stud
He knew all about you
And also knew about all your buds

He contradicted himself
But hey what the Hell
He was a master of Duh Bait
With a one sided story to tell

He moved kinda funny
Kinda jumpy and twitchy
He was threatening and aggressive
And still kinda oddly bitchy

He probably didn't even know his signals
Were all that mixed up and bad
Hell for all he knew you just somehow
Ended up on the ground and been suddenly had


Unless he could tempt you
Bait you into some accidental trap
Then of course he was allowed to own you
It's not like you need any kind of map

Crazy is crazy and lazy is lazy
And nobody needs to know
The reasons why

Birds of a feather
And the weather is the weather
Even though lunatics swear you're cheatin
If you lift your eyes and look to the sky

3:44 pm
transcribed this time
11:50 am


Tuesday, June 23, 2009

You know some people just don't get it

You know some people just don’t get it

They’re just plain ass too damn stupid
To be really arguing anything
All they want front and center
Is that they got the biggest dick to swing

I’d like to rage beat them till they crawl
Or collapse in a bloody mess on the ground
Then I’d like to choke’m out till their throat
Goes to makin that gurgling sound

I’m so god damn sick and tired of those
Carrying around that constant air of threat
Like everybody better back off or it’ll
Be the last thing they get to regret

Like somehow they’re doin everybody a favor
By silently putting up with their inferior crap
Yeah we should all just bow before that great
Ignorant antagonist wisdom stored up under their cap

They run around getting half of about every story
And come to all kind of rotten conclusions about you
Without once offering you the decency to calmly
Rationally present your personal point of view

Saving up all their compressed anger
To let it all out on one made up excuse of a shot
Claiming you’ve insulted them their family their dog
God the Angels the Saints the whole Holy lot


It even almost gets kind of resolved and solved
But they got to throw in one more insulting put down
And on top of that start right in with more piling on
Stirring it up and swirling it all round and round

Like the real answer to peace is if they get to
Put their boot up your ass or on your neck
Well excuse the living Hell out of me if I don’t
Volunteer to stand right in front of your train wreck

I do give a damn and I do want to give any person
An honest chance to say whatever they want to say
I want them to know I listened carefully and give
Full consideration to what they think is the way

But I think it reasonable to expect the same from them
All I want is a simple fair hearing in return
I think that’s one of the main ways we as a people
Can grow to know and come together to listen and learn

But if all you’ve got is a quick temper
And a fast finger to point at somebody else
Maybe you shouldn’t walk so fast past that mirror
Maybe you ought to take a good look at yourself

Maybe this isn’t all about right fighting
Or somehow makin the other person wrong
Maybe this can be about resolution and realization
Maybe that too is a way to be strong

I can understand how a man can get mixed up
About work and life and love
But if you get confused angry and violent
And reach for me with bad intentions

I’m going to break everything I can get hold of


Make no mistake I will show honor and respect
For whoever’s turn it is to take the floor
And I want the best outcome for all
But I do not leave my sword

Outside of any man’s door

11:44 pm
transcribed this time
12:08 am